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In the beginning . . .

Chapter 28: Part One . . .

Initially thought I could do it in two parts. That being said, the end is now. May y’all enjoy reading this as much as I have enjoyed writing it!

Chapter 28: Part 3

Through the flat lands surrounding the villages, over stones where the river’s water is most shallow, and into the wilderness beyond, Enoch’s feet led and Lamelech, Triomvet, Hoflan, and Kleshala followed.

It had been twenty-one days that Dedicated had trusted to the impulses of his feet when, coming to a clearing amidst some trees, Enoch found himself stop. Hoflan, Lemelech, Kleshala, and Triomvet watched from behind the trees as Enoch looked up to see mists rolling in toward him from above. The mist fell upon him and washed him in its moisture as he turned his face into the feeling of having his cheeks kissed by the hand of God; he closed his eyes as he was engulfed in the coolness of the damp air.

Opening his eyes again some seconds later into fog, he saw a shadow that stood as though a tall human through the vapors, descending behind them. As he stared toward that figure, the moisture in the air began to subside, and a being not quite touching the ground was suspended where it floated by six wings pulsing as though water, refracting light as though made of some form of organic crystal.

Enoch was so transfixed by the one before him that many seconds passed as the mists began to thin before he saw from the periphery of his eye another figure. Turning toward the next figure, he recognized a form identical save for the face which was different, though no less beautiful, than the being he had just turned his gaze from. Turning toward this second being his periphery quickly caught again his eye, much more quickly this time, and continuing to turn he rotated fully perceiving that two more being hovered around him so that in all four of these winged people with faces of such extraordinary beauty surrounded him.

As they dissipated the mists, and the sky was again blue overhead, Enoch was not sure if they were now standing or still floating as their feet were obscured by their wings. What was clear, however, was that as the engagement of themselves, as Enoch would engage with his wife, slowed, so too did the mists disperse. The light filling the clearing from overhead, the angel directly in front of Dedicated began to speak, “It has not been unnoticed, Dedicated, that you have chosen to follow a path in your life that you may understand as closely as a being such as yourself can the fullness of What Has Created You.”

After finishing this sentence the angel to Enoch’s right began to speak, “They have determined that such a path should lead any who walk it to the fullness of their desire to, as your mind might say it, know Her.”

And now the next angel to his right, “As is such, in differentiated existence, further understanding, that is experiential, not merely conceptual knowledge, dictates for this fullness of your steps to continue, a form is necessitated differing from that which you have known in your life as you have known your life.”

Finally the last spoke, “So It has offered you now the continuation of your life closer in form to us to facilitate not merely the answer of questions you have not yet understood that you wish to ask, but also that you may serve more fully Actuated Creation as It would wish to be.”

Again spoke the first that had spoken, “He knows you have already walked in understanding of separateness from the physicality you have called yourself by up until the present.”

Now spoke the angel behind Enoch, “Are you willing in the next steps of your journey with Commonness Indivisible Ever-Presence to call yourself by Its own voice to serve the ears of those who hear as you have by listening to the voice of outer appearances?”

Now the angel to his left, “If so, She will guide you to Her and form you between knowledge of her and your instinctive impulse that they should understand what they are made of as you have sought diligently with your being to know what you are made of.”

The angel across from the angel that had spoken previously spoke next, “Though infinite the work of willing service, so too will you know no pain by it as your body would suffer by your intentional creations for the sake of positive synthesis while you have known being from existence close to dust.”

The angel to this one’s left spoke finally, “Shall you join with the offer She has made you in continuity of what your existence has impulsed through you for most of your days to strive toward?”

Dedicated looked in awe from angel to angel before turning to one of them and responding, “Your words are spoken beautifully and well, though I cannot possibly understand what form my existence would take, nor what the fullness of meaning might be to exist as the voice of God. Yet it is my yearning to align myself ever with the Source of All. If this means serving That even in being as I cannot now know what it is to be, I will take the opportunity given me by the messengers sent by What I Seek with the fullness of my being as I do know now to be.

“If you would give me but ten steps more upon the ground with which I am familiar, if such a request does not offend the Lord, I would be grateful to make my peace with my own dimness due to current limitation of being with a final appreciation of what my life has been up until what I am currently perceiving. If such a request would offend, then humbly I beseech no more time be wasted that my ignorance impede upon my own desire ever to fully integrate with The Mind That Has Dictated We Are At All.”

Upon ending his reply the first angel spoke again, “There is no impediment given to your own aim of existence that your request be honored.”

In unison all four spoke finally, “Walk accordingly in service to Whom We All Serve.”

The angel before Dedicated fluttered aside that Dedicated may pass through toward the destiny he had chosen for himself. As he passed them, mists began to rise up behind him as he stepped toward the rays of light penetrating through the tops of the trees. Eight, Nine, Ten steps Enoch walked with God, and then was no more, for God had taken him.

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If you haven’t read any of this yet, might I suggest you start: In The Beginning . . .

Chapter 28: Part One . . .

Chapter 22 (Enoch meets his wife) . . .

Chapter 28: Part 2

Months later, free from thought as subtle plans and preparations were made, Enoch let his wife know that in three days he would dedicate as long a moment as she’d like to her.

The next day a great celebration filled their house as family from all around came to wish Enoch good travels on his journey to come. The following day Enoch made the last of his physical preparations for his walk; clothes, food, a certain stone he had found while visiting the city of Dedicated. On the third day, he wandered down to the river, early in the morning before his wife had awakened, and sat with his feet submerged in the cool, flowing water. His eyes shut, his mind silenced to himself and filled with the world surrounding him; the coolness of his feet, the sound of water and birds and wind, the firmness of the ground and the warmth of the breeze. He arrived home that night, shortly after opening his eyes, and wrapped his arms around his wife, who had long set her body to rest for the night, as he lay down beside her. He breathed in her scent and smiled to feel his heart beat surrounded by her warmth as a tear fell from his eye in gratitude and contentment at where his life had led him. He fell to sleep in her comfort and awoke to the same with her as she too awoke to contentment, and a tear, in his arms.

Before he had said the words, she responded to them, “First you owe me the price of your life in Our Common Creator’s hands.” She bade him dress as she made them breakfast before taking his hand and leading him far from the village where all the others had only begun to awaken from the sun.

She held his hand as she led him ever onward, finally to the river bank where first they had met. On the river bank she brought water to his body, washed him, and he did the same for her. There, where first he had seen her face in the light from above by the flowing waters, there their heads touched and they knew each other throughout. For seven days and seven nights they stayed intertwined as watches banded together to observe from the trees for far longer than initially they believed they were going to. It was then that Lamelech and Triomvet knew that of the four who would monitor Enoch on his journey, they would see him through wherever his feet would lead.

When at last, seven days later, their heads parted from each other, Enoch’s wife again bathed him in the coolness of the river and the heat of the sun, kissed him deeply, then led him back to their home where he had spent most of his life laying his body when it had need of rest. They held each one last time through the night, face to face, each knowing who existed behind the face of the other. In the morning, after consuming food, they kissed deeply, and then, once she had let go of him, he left.

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In the beginning . . .

Chapter 27: Part 1 . . .

Chapter 27: Part 3

Zarnuchtron, and Warmoot decided to return to the lands occupied by the descendents of Adam as Randolfy and Lemisslept decided to reside closer to the city of Dedicated. Warmoot and Zarnuchtron bowed deeply to Casarta’s grace and bid their fellows goodbye before taking up the journey with Childreth and Kakarnan at the edge of Dedicated to witness the path of Dedicated whom walked always with God upon his mind.

.  .  .

In the home of Cain Enoch bowed deeply to his host and hostess whom had housed him for the greater portion of the year; with whom he had shared tales of the descendents of Adam, the intrusion of the angels upon the daughters of Adam, and the lives of the offspring of Dedicated in the same-named city. Dedicated marveled that adam existed where the common father of he and Cain had never sewn his seed, and wondered after what he had been taught him that in the beginning only Adam had existed, the sole human creation of All-Existence-Common-Uni-Being-Endlessness.

And so Dedicated bid the city and cousin that bore his name a fond farewell and began walking in the direction he believed his wife to be, where he had known her to be last, for when he silenced his mind and cleared his thoughts, it was her face that shown clearly to him beyond any other silence he could allow to occupy his self.

As he turned to look a last time upon Dedicated, he beheld it with gratitude as he turned again and set himself toward the place he had known best upon the Earth as his home.

.  .  .

Turning to his wife, Cain spoke, “I am grateful to know that my father began a tribe of humanity after my passing away from him, even if they are ignorant of the fullness that exists beyond where they have so far been.”

“Husband,” replied Camphire, “I am grateful to see wonder and gratitude in your eyes for what your life has brought you.” She gazed within his eyes as she spoke, and as he extended his hands to her, and she took them, he was happy gazing back into the eyes of the consciousness that had brought him to a life far beyond the scream that had filled his ears from his chest so many centuries prior.

.  .  .

In the city of Dedicated, that night all citizens felt their cheek kissed by a warm breeze as dreams of sweet tastes filled their resting minds.

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In the beginning . . .

Chapter 27: Part 1 . . .

Chapter 27: Part 2

“And who is this young man, husband? I was not aware we were expecting company . . .”

“Cami, his name is Enoch.” Camphire looked quickly at her son at the other side of the room. Then to the man she had never met called Enoch before bringing her attention back to her husband’s words. “Apparently after I left my parents they had another son, Seth, and this is my brother’s great, great, great grandson.” Camphire now stared in awe at Dedicated, again looked briefly at her own son, and then back again.

“Welcome to our home great, great, great grand-nephew of my husband.” After making this statement she found herself without further words.

“Thank you.” Enoch replied. “Did I hear Cain right that he called you ‘Cami’?”

“Short for Camphire” replied Cain. “As beautiful a flower as any I could ask. You say my father recently died?” Camphire sat, her gaze still on Enoch with some ammount of disbelief as the conversation continued.

“Yes. It is the first time we have been aware that such a thing could happen without it being caused from outside of ourselves.” Enoch stopped speaking quickly and stared at Cain, not knowing if he had offended his host.

Cain replied, “Yes, in this land death is fairly common when a body becomes old. How it is that I have maintained my own vitality when my family have aged around me as you see, is a mystery to us all. Though she would seem a bit older than I, however, clearly my wife has only become more beautiful since the day we met.”

Camphire smiled up at her husband, “Although I fear I’m currently about as moldy as a plucked tomato left in a bowl in the shade for a month unattended, I appreciate that the love of my husband has diminished no more than his body has over the last several hundred years. But, what brings you to the city of Dedicated young,” and here for a moment she paused as she felt momentarily the dizzying effect of the word, “. . . Dedicated?”

“As I was telling your husband just before you entered, it has become my practice, as a means by which I can feel better connected to What Created Existence, to follow my feet wherever they may take me. So I have found myself here.”

Camphire, still a bit woozy from the wealth of Dedicated in her presence smiled up at her guest, “Well, Nephew, whatever the case, we will be honored to have you stay with us for as long as you like. Enoch, my son, please prepare a bed for your cousin; I’m sure he’s weary from his journey, and would like to rest a bit before we begin exchanging hundreds of years worth of stories.”

And so Enoch prepared a place for Enoch to stay for the time he would spend residing in the city.

.  .  .

Upon entering the encampment of the angels, Childreth, Kakarnan, Randolfy, and Lemisslept were met with smiles, hugs, and their brethren coming out of tents all around to meet those of their own service whom they had not seen for quite some time.

Darwith spoke when all of their encampment had been assembled, “Greetings sisters! Greetings brothers! I see Gendlebleth has returned absent Taolith, what news of how you have come to bless us with your familiarity?”

So spoke Randolfy, “Our good pleasure to meet sister Taolith and brother Gendlebleth along our path to Enoch as we were watching over the path of Enoch son of Jared, son of Mahalalel, son of Kenan, son of Enosh, son of Seth, son of Adam.”

So spoke Antagnous, “Then you have been made aware by Gendlebleth that Cain’s son named both his own son, and the city he came to found, likewise, Dedicated?”

Responded Gendlebleth, “Indeed I have made them aware. I also made them aware of Lamech’s exclamation when he murdered that wanderer into Enoch several years back. I told them of how he is still in deep mourning, even to this day, and about how his wives care for him, and Cain frequently invites him to make productive use of his time as he pays the internal penance of reconciling the fact that he ended a part of his self that was destined to find its own way into infinite re-incorporation otherwise, had he not so suddenly ended the expression of the separateness of himself creating discorporation of its own individuated state of being before it had naturally occurred to organic circumstance that such was the proper transformation of the elements of said young man.”

“Yes,” responded Handoroth, “it is a shame that Lamech was too drunk that night to be able to consciously mitigate his internal impulse of confusion and frustration of pain to stop himself from solidifying that impulse of pain within, apparently to some degree permanently, so long as he embodies differentiation from That Which Created Us All.”

“Aside from the tales of Cain’s children,” continued Gendlebleth, “of which I was thorough in my account, I did hint at, without describing, the wonder that is our common daughter, though blood directly of Antagnous and Lousitous.”

“Then it would seem proper I introduce my own talents without stories of what has been perceived directly by others.” A smile hung from cherry-red lips that poked through the edges of the crowd surrounding Kakarnan, Lemisslept, Childreth, and Randolfy. Then, suddenly, a great brightness filled the air surrounding them. Looking up, a great deal of fire hung in the sky not thirty feet above their heads. Taking a step back, they all could see a gigantic bird made of flame slowly lowering itself toward them, and then all moved out of the way accordingly. The gigantic flaming bird landed upon the ground in the center of the beings surrounding her, and she issued a deafening screech as her head moved from side to side. Then, shortly after landing, she disappeared, leaving not so much as a scorched piece of ash behind where she had stood just moments before.

Stepping forward, her hood around her ruddy neck and smile continuing on her lips spoke Casarta, “I have grown since last I have seen you my family, and I have learned some new tricks.”

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Recalibrating myself a bit, so I’m going to break this chapter up into pieces. Slow but sure, may you enjoy!

In the beginning . . .

Chpater 26 . . .

Chapter 27: Part 1

Enoch was in fact quite surprised to see Enoch next to his father, for Enoch looked as though he were five hundred years older than his father.

As he approached, Enoch smiled warmly at the man entering the room, who shared his name. “Can we get you a cup of tea, Dedicated?” He asked.

Dedicated smiled as he responded to his cousin, “Yes, Dedicated, I’d like that very much.”

Cain looked up to his distant nephew and smiled though his past pulled at him as he braced himself for answering questions about the beginnings of his life, “What has brought you to the city of Dedicated, Dedicated?”

“I have spent my life walking with God. Knowing that there may be an end of my days once I perceived the dissolution of your father’s being, it came to me in my contemplation on That Which Created Me that I spend some time walking with Our Mutual Source of Experiencing All Perception as I haven’t before. And so, as I walked, my legs led me finally to Nod.”

Cain smirked to himself recalling the journey he had once made from east of Eden to Nod.

“And hearing the almost unbelievable story of the inn-keeper in Nod, I felt naturally compelled to seek out the city that shares my name to find out what several months ago I never would have imagined I might be able to learn about myself.”

It was as he was finishing his thought that a woman who looked to be almost as old as Eve herself entered the room.

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